@Veins Of Scarlet: Im the quietest kind of rebel .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Im the quietest kind of rebel .

HELLO !

My computer sotsot alr , retrieved all the old documents back , even Funshion is back ! This means that my computer is gonna break down soon , so awesome hor -.- Hoho , luckiy i got my phone to surf . (Y). Anyway , imma going overseas next Thursday , WOOO , finally ! Tmr going do C.I.P. , miss the kids lika crazy only , hoho , luckily i have their photos inside my phone , i see their photos only will smile alr :).

Yesterday night talked on the phone with Glenna . LOL ! We so excited for our birthday . & after the conversation , im super sure that Glenna cannot keep secrets , she must be very stress now , hahah ! We kept talking about our presents & whr to get them . Then we just laugh lika nobody's business ! HAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA . 1st Jan & 9th Jan , CANT WAIT ! (: