Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I love you has 8 letters , so does bullshit .







HI !

Just came back from KL . Went with my mummy , Rachel , Step father & sisters . Haha , bought alot of things . Clothes , ring , bottle , presents for my two awesomes , manicure & i customised my own cap ! That guy added me in facebook too ! I received 28messages cool hor ? :)

First day .
Early in the morning reach the airport , got gastric . So suey ! The flight was only 40mins , i laugh until want to die alr . Once checked in into our hotel , went to eat lunch . Then went to the shopping mall opposite the hotel , lika cool only lah ! Inside the shopping mall got bowling & amusement park (Y). Went bowling first , my younger sister lika clever only , strike hor ! After that went to the amusement park & played the rides . All like damn boring only , except one . Siao eh , it will like turn 360degres in the air . Waa , i hit my V & i got bruises on my thighs :( . Worst of all , I DROPPED MY PHONE FROM MID-AIR . Luckily i got my handphone cover leh , phew . After all the rides , i sprained my neck . I almost cried okay , now still pain hor . Waiting for my maid's massage , heh ^^ At night , watched " Tron Legacy " . Waa , THE SHOW SUCKS ! I slept in the theatre lah ! Waste my time & money ah .. Then went back hotel to sleep .

Second day .
Woke up at 8:30 in the morning & had breakfast at the hotel's restaurant . Im so not used to eating eating breakfast man . After then went Pavallion , a super big & shopping mall , quite alot of branded shops . Bought quite alot of stuffs . Went ChinaTown too to have our dinner there . Its so cute lah , my mother saw a toy ballon dog then she thought is real , she go hit the dog ! WALAU , I LAUGH LIKE NO TMR LAH HOR !. Went back to the hotel & slept around 2 .

Third day .
Woke up at 8 . Tired , v.tired . Shop around for the last time . I BOUGHT A CAP ! I CUSTIMIZED IT MYSELF ! Strictly copyrighted okay ! That guy also damn friendly ^^
Ohoh ! & i realised that guys in Malaysia are way hotter than Singapore's . However girls in Singapore are way prettier than Malaysia's , REALLY . Reached the airport around dk what time . I have to throw away my chewing gum leh , wasted !
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