@Veins Of Scarlet

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, December 27, 2010

Above are just some overdued photos .
Hi awesomes *wink
Today did c.i.p with Dhiri & Glenna . Yesterday Dhiri say he suddenly dontw come , i feel like jabbing his face man . Luckily i did not , becos he surprised me by appearing at the interchange with Glenna . Hoho . First thing we did was sit at the play ground while i eat ice lolly , damn nice lah hor . Then after that walked to the childcare , like so disappointed lah ! Today the kids not here ): Helped the teachers do some chores instead , tear paper into smaller pieces & wipe the lockers & cabin holes . Quite aboring & tiring . Then we started fooling around to pass time . Glenna & Dhiri started throwing dirty cloth at each other . I at there enjoy myself only , tied i found one letter H alphabet toy . Haha , i kept putting it inside Dhiri's shirt from the top & then wait for it to slide down from the bottom . HAHA ! Sometimes will go inside his pants , so funny :).

Wait until lunch time then met up with Haiyang to get $$ . Then went to eat . After eating , went playground to nua again :D . This time three of us ate ice lolly , each of us took 2 . Jealous right !? Lalala ~ Then Dhiri & Glenna started arguing with each other , damn cute . Then the Glenna go throw away my toy ! :(

After that went arcade to pass time . 3of us wanted to play the gun game . But no money , so we pretended that we were playing . Damn retarded , i like (Y). Met up with yt to get money then went home ~~