@Veins Of Scarlet: Day 1 - your best friend.

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Day 1 - your best friend.

5year old girl asked her father " What is friendship " . He replied " Friendship is when you take my chocolate everyday from my bag & i still keep it in the same place . "

My best friend is none other than you , Jesus .
Why ? Becos you will never stab me on the back becos of jealousy . Becos you will never break any promises you make . Becos you will never think little of me . Becos you always respect me & never take me for granted . Becos you will never vent your anger on me when you're moody . Becos you love me unconditionally . Becos you will never restrict me to anything . Becos you will always love me for who i am & not try to change me . Becos you would rather make me happy than yourself . Becos you're always looking out for me . Becos you always find a way to forgive me for my wrong doings . Becos you will never take revenge on me . Becos when im crying , you're the only one who knows . Becos you know what is the best for me . Becos you're the only one who knows me & understands me . Becos you never fail me . Becos you never give up on me . Becos you believe in me . Becos you listen to me . Becos you will hold my hand & guide me through the tribulations . & becos , YOU MADE ME UNIQUE . Nobody deserves to be my bestf more then you do .
Hence i appreciate & thank you for everything you have bestowed to me . :)

Love , Melissa .