Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I love you more than any other .




Sup yawl !

Long time since i posted aye . Yesterday , saw Michelle & his boyf at mac ! Ate there with DES , Glenna , SM , Cindy , Hazel , WC , JL , Sam & HY . Big gang aye ? Actully got 3more , Narinpal , Dhiri & YT . But they busy making babys ! HAHAH ! Joking ah , dont kill me . DES , the childish one , started spitting ice at the boys , then she stained her shirt & bag instead , stupid ~~ xD. After that Glenna , DES & I walk around at WM , hoho . DES super kind , she bought dried mango for me ! :). Then super funny , Glenna & I were looking at some raspberry flavour sweet , she said " waa , this one like v,nice to eat lithat . " Then i say , " Then try lo . " Then i just stuff one into her mouth without paying . HAHAHAHAAH ! She scared like some crazy .

TODAY , studied in school with Dhiri , JL , DES & Glenna . After 2hours or so , MrGan came down to help us . Then super funny . We all crowd around the table . We all laugh so loud , the whole canteen is looking at us lah ! Life is so fun with a few bitches around you <3



Who do you think you are ?! You think you can just come into my family & make my mother cry ? Well , fuck you . You're nothing but a nuisance to my family . So what if you provide our neccesities ? Its all part of your plan , to cheat my mother's feelings . You like to sex so much , go to some brothels . Hmm , kinda think of it , skaly you alr been there . Alr caught you red-handed , still can say , " I have my own reason .... " Ah , all bullshits . I used to have a peaceful life & you ! You this bastard came into my life . I hate you . You think you can replace my daddy ? Fat hope . Although he aint as filthy rich as you , he treats my mother faithfully & truthfully . Not like you , hyprocrite sucker . Marry my mother ? Marry the phole lah , _|_