@Veins Of Scarlet: Hoildays !

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Hoildays !

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SUP !.

2days ago , i get back my report book . Suck man . Mathe B3 , ENG A2 , SCI C5 , Chinese B3 . My mummy wasn't angry at all oh :). She even brought me to facial , mani & pedi , eat & shopping . ^^ . Finally i can ease my mind & enjoy the holiday !

Tuition starts tmr till 19th Novenber , but i can choose 5days dont go , (Y). Next week going class BBQ , woo ! & im defintely wearingmy contacts !