@Veins Of Scarlet: You call it coincident , i call it fate .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, August 23, 2010

You call it coincident , i call it fate .

HELLO PooPoos ! Now like super hyper . Just now practise in school for maybe 1h3omins lithat then went home alr . Glenna & co go buy fake eyelashes . HOHO , can make up siols . Erm , quite excited , wonder if i'll look weird .

Anyw , today all the lessons boring like shit . P.E , learn the lame aerobics . Glenna teaching me split , hmm , tough man . Saiful started doing awhile later , LAUGHS ! & i've no idea why , he started acting sexy throughout the lesson . Ahhh .. random much ? Slept during Mathe lesson & SCI was FUN , like always . I think MrGan rocks ! \m/ . He can do the patrick , scooby doo & Spongebob retarded sounds , so funny leh , how . Waa , V.E is free sleeping time one lo , but the teacher super *toot one force us read newspaper , zzzs . The last 5mins , decided to sleep with the newspaper covering for me . But when i finally can ease my mind & sleep alr , THE STUPID BELL RANG !

Mel , wake up . He is not him ..