Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Shut the fuck up asshole ~

Im blessed , blissful , blithe , content , convivial , delighted , ecstatic , elated , glad , gleeful , jubilant , overjoyed satisfied & HAPPY today ! Hohoho . Guess who i saw at the interc ?! HAHAAHHAHA , not saying . V.happy lah , is Sam help me spot him one . (Y) Why is he always in a blue shirt , no money to buy new clothes . So pathetic , zzzs .

So anyw , why is school always so boring ? Hmmm .. Write a compo of not less than 300words on why is school always so boring . Waa , if exam come out this question , i confirm score like heaven man !

After school , DES , Glenna , Dhiri & gang & I went to the street soccer thr to see soccer , keke . Raining sial !
MEL: " Erhem , what have we learnt today ? "
DES: " What ? "
MEL: " Never wear blak bra unless its a special occasion . "
DES: " But i got no other colour alr . "
MEL: " Aww poorthing , its okay . I WONT TELL ANYB :) "

HAHA , epic right ? DES ! Seee , i never tell ANYB ley . Aww , imma good friend . *wink . Anyw , i really like to see guys play street soccer man . Free show , all got bulging muscles . keke xD
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