Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, July 18, 2010

My tears run down like razor blades .



HELLO ! Yesterday went to watch Despicable Me . I dont like that movie :( It makes me feel sad ... But , i like the chubby girl , keke . So cute one , she loves Unicorn like super much man . ARGH , hate Sundays man . Got 2tuition continuously , zzzs !

ANYW ! So glad that YT & I are okay now . <3


TAGS REPLIED ! :)

H.Y. "tagged.. OMG at wilber pan lol"
H.Y. "hey tagged"
H.Y. "tagged ya"
MelMel: Yeah , look like you right , xD

Jaslyn. TJH "Eee why i tag u u dw reply one?!"
Jaslyn "Hey what happen? talk nicely to yunting, dun let what happened last time happen again okay?"
MelMel: Sorry , accidently skipped yours . Okay , thanks (:

Hazel "my eng super pro la okay !!!!! Haha . SNSD <3"
Hazel "Hey tagged !"
Hazel "Hey ! Talk through with yt la , u guys are friends ! Cheerup okay(:"
MelMel: Pro ah ? .. Hmm .. Will do , thanks (:

JuinFai "Sadly, you are not. Sooooooo you CAN'T kick me off bed."
JuinFai "Vulgarities+++"
MelMel: I can kick you off the bed , watch me (:

wsm "sup MWJY(:"
MelMel: Sup !

amanda "its not greedy pig ! :P its called...love? laughs! :P"
amanda "relink!(:"
MelMel: Its call greedy love ~

DES :) "LOL . I meant tears flooded my house , not my pee =.- Ass . HAHA , yea la yea la , Glenna's fault & you even worse right ? Crazy over korean females."
DES :) "HPB la BODOH =.-"
MelMel: What ! Its normal for girls to admire pretty ladies right ! YES . Oh ? Is ah , waalu . So ps alr .

Tu Di "Shifu, i not planning to blog anymore le . xD so th relink thing ps =\ hahas"
Tu Di "anw tagged how r u?"
Bryan "boooo! haha tagged (:"
MelMel: Good , you ?

Viona. "LOL ,he humji one ley . -.-"
MelMel: Yeah lo , BearBear & MelMel (:

Lincoln "hello! :)"
Lincoln "Dont fight lurhh ."
Lincoln "helllo ! ~ .."
MelMel: Come , lets spar ~

cheryl "relink me sis"
MelMel: Will do , *wink .

JOEYCHIA "Hello;) Tag ya, stay pretty."
MelMel: You too ! ^^

STELLA. "MELISSA WONGIEEEE/ next week hor, must come. hahahahha."
STELLA. "Woah, chillchill. Tagged. Tomorrow got vball ley, must come. I want see a happy mel."
MelMel: HELLO ! STELLA TANNNNNNY ~

Jessica "Awww , don't be so emo all the time okay :D . Must stay happy , life's too short . Anyway , i relinked you already , so ... sorry for the Delay . Haha"
MelMel: Thanks for your advice (:

Visitor "nvr give viona up."
MelMel: I will never :)

Michellee.w "Relink"
MelMel: Sure (:
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