Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

父爱









These are peektures of snsd exclude the first one . OMG . ( From 2nd peekture onwards ) Hyoyeon , Sooyoung , Tifanny , Sunny , Yuri .


Ermm , what shall we talk about today ? Hmm .. Maybe about how pervertic DES && YT were today after school ! Waalu , they want touch , touch each other lah . I so good girl , sit at the bench thr wait for them to finish touching themselves . BUT the stupid DES came to molest me ! YT nobody to touch then came to touch me also ! Two pervertics coming through ~ (Y) .

I have a fat face ! Seriously , my cheeks like protruding lithat , waalu ! I feel like using a damn big machine && suck all my fats out , hoho . Then i'll be a cute little princess after that , right right ? BHB much , zzzs . I cant stop myself from eating , neither can i stop myself from being lazy to exercise . No motivation man ! Im fated to be a fat asshole , argh . Kill me pls . I really dontw to be a fat girl lah !

TAGS REPLIED !:)

Hazel "Omg so sad D: haha . i knw u're speaking the opposite huh(:"
Hazel "u're linked , UNCLE !!!! Cheer up okay(((:"
MWJY: Aww , its more sad for you , you cannot understand proper english . Stupid Aunty , thanks ah ^^

Cindy "Yeah , you look nicer without your fringe covering your eye (: Hahha !"
MWJY: Thanks !

Hanisah "MELISSA! forget me alr uh? Nvr link me )): Where you go?????"
MWJY: Aww , sorry . Ofcos i never forget you . That time the tumblr link cannot open , so i deleted . Will relink you v.soon . (:

JOEYCHIA "HIHI (: Remember me? Anyway, tag ya^^v Stay pretty ♥"
JOEYCHIA "You're linked ^^v Keke (:"
MWJY: Ofcos , thanks , you too (:

amanda "idw kisses , i want misses :P"
amanda "IMISSMYMELISSATOO!!:D"
MWJY: Heylo ! Greedy pig , keke .

Guest "Gueess again ;)"
MWJY: Hmm , some profound guy .

DES :) "LOL . No la , not police game la :D But I like th ending th best , my cousin walked right into th masking tape , HAHA . I forgot to take picture cause"
DES :) "was too busy laughing :X"
DES :) "Wa ... Thanks for th dedication mansxz ! Say until I so good , LOL :D But thanks to you , my whole house is flooded ."
DES :) "You asshole ~ Why you write in your blog , aish , my face dk fly til where alr ): LOL , nevermind , I shall take my revenge on Glenna :D"
MWJY: Haha , you cant control your bladder also my fault meh >< Goodgood , rmb ah , not my fault . It's glenna . :D

JuinFai "Cut the crap"
JuinFai "im not your dog"
MWJY: I will kick you off the bed next time round if you are late for your Np again , young man .

Jessica "watched it , it was awesome :D"
MWJY: Those shows are made for sadist like us (:

Lincoln "meow ! hiii."
MWJY: Is Miaow !

MELISSA ! (: "Hey ! (: You remember me ? :D Anyway , have linked and invited you to my blog (:"
MWJY: Kaykay , link you soon ^^


Jedftw "Hey ! Thanks for the tag, here's yours (:"
MWJY: * wink . :)

Viona. "Aiseh ,thanks for the dedication bearbear ! <:"
MWJY: Stupid pervert , anyh touch me one :(

Melvin "msg me!! 82264213"
MWJY: Do i know you ?

STELLA. "Sure, Relinked, cheer up ^^"
MWJY: Thanks lovely (:

cheryl "hey gal... tagged(:"
MWJY: Hey boy :D

Guest "hey, ur neck got problem? y u take photo ur head towards the left or right one?"
MWJY: Erm , my style , my problem kay . Anyw , does it bother you ? (: